going to sleep by 10 is hard.
waking up for class is harder.
not going to class and wasting a day is the hardest.

i suck. i'm a mess. i feel guilty and worthless.

i'm going to blog each day this week. and recount of what i did, how i felt, what happened, what took place, etc.

today i slept through classes. i woke up and did some cleaning, cooked a meal, had 3 bites, watched tv with billy, had dinner with g-rents, ate over half a pizza, talked to jason, came home, read a magazine and did some laundry.

i feel lost, like something must be wrong with me. i have to go study and make the bed.
more tomorrow?